Dave Thomas by Morgan Eklund

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I’m melting through my neon green polyester polo. I’m 17 — pushing and pulling a powerless sweeper to pick up stale fries and half-eaten nuggets. A little league team just left. Two fathers and an army of lanky boys in knee high socks, blue stripes up each side. They left dozens of cleat marks, black commas on the floor I’ll mop at close.

At Wendy’s I think about fathers.

It’s hard to reconcile that Dave Thomas had three daughters but only named his restaurant after one. I think about the other daughters. Wendy also wasn’t her real name, just a nickname. Maybe that’s how the other daughters lived with it. That’s how Dave lived with it. In their minds they all could have been Wendy.


I only notice the fathers at Wendy’s. Fathers come in alone. Fathers with one kid. Two kids. Fathers with three kids. Fathers that are also grandfathers—the regulars.

I’m told to remember their orders. I have Hershel Adkin’s baked potato, three butters and two sour creams ready on a tray before he has shuffled his 80-year-old-legs half the distance between his yellow Mustang and the door. He likes when I do this. Once he slipped me his phone number and asked if I wanted to go riding with him. I smile. I’m polite gritting through my teeth. I don’t know how to say no yet. I feel more ashamed of my own body than of the way his number written out is proof of his tremors.


With my sweeper, I work my way to the front windows that look out across Main Street. Outside summer dusk falls over small-town Appalachia. Nothing is happening out there, but I want to be there feeling the humidity of day breaking.

Then, I see my father and his 24-year-old wife getting gas at the BP across the street. My father, filling up the blue 1992 Chevy Lumina. His wife in the front seat, a paisley scarf tied in her hair. The van is most familiar. Backseat sibling brawls to family vacations. I know the passenger’s sliding door doesn’t open from the inside anymore. What does my father know?

Shouldn’t he know that I’m working here? I can’t remember the last time we’ve spoken, but now I want to yell. Look! I’m in here. I’m working and you’re free.

You don’t even know where I am!

Is there anything worse than seeing while not being seen?

Shouldn’t he know that I’m in here watching him.
Shouldn’t he know I’m still sweeping as he drives away.

Meet the Contributor

Eklund, MorganMorgan Eklund’s poetry has appeared in the North American Review, The Louisville Review, ABZ, Whiskey Island, and the Whale Road Review. She has received nominations for the Pushcart Prize and the Best New Poets anthology. She received the 2012 Emerging Artist Award from the Kentucky Arts Council and is the winner of the 2008 Sarabande Books’ Flo Gault Poetry Prize. Originally from Kentucky, she now lives in Chicago and is pursuing her MFA in poetry at Northwestern University.

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  1 comment for “Dave Thomas by Morgan Eklund

  1. This seems very real, heartfelt and well-written! I hope Morgan’s MFA is going well, and that we will get to hear much more from her! I hope sincerely that she will get to be seen!

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